Cover of Solo Quedo Neustra Historia

Solo Quedo Neustra Historia

by Adam Silvera

2021 Urano
Publication Date:
March 30th, 2021
Publisher:
Urano
ISBN-13:
9788496886810
ISBN-10:
8496886816

About Solo quedó nuestra historia

Solo quedó nuestra historia is the Spanish-language edition of Adam Silvera's second novel, published in English as History Is All You Left Me. Published by Urano, the Spanish edition brings this deeply felt novel about first loss, grief, and obsessive-compulsive disorder to Spanish-speaking readers.

The novel follows Griffin, who is still privately waiting for his ex-boyfriend Theo to come back to him even after Theo moved to California for college and began a relationship with someone new. When Theo dies in a drowning accident, Griffin must grieve not just the person he loves but the future he had quietly been constructing. The novel alternates between past and present — the history of Griffin and Theo's relationship and the immediate aftermath of Theo's death — to give both registers their full emotional weight.

OCD, Grief, and the Spanish-Speaking Reader

What distinguishes History Is All You Left Me from many grief narratives is its treatment of Griffin's obsessive-compulsive disorder. OCD isn't used as a shorthand for quirky behavior; it is shown as a condition that genuinely shapes how Griffin processes uncertainty, loss, and the absence of someone who structured much of his inner life. Silvera drew on research and personal understanding to write this aspect of the character with precision.

Publishing as Solo quedó nuestra historia makes the novel available in Spanish — a recognition that LGBTQ+ young people in Spanish-speaking communities deserve the same access to fiction that reflects their experience. The novel's portrait of same-sex first love, of coming out in a complicated family context, and of the way grief is compounded by identity is universally recognizable while also being specifically rendered.

Why It Has Been Challenged

Solo quedó nuestra historia has been removed from Clay County School District in Florida. The challenge follows the same pattern as those applied to the English-language edition and to other Silvera books: the LGBTQ+ relationship at the center of the story is cited as the reason for removal.

The Spanish-language edition being targeted specifically underscores the scope of the effort to remove these books from public school libraries. The goal is not just to prevent access to a single edition but to ensure the ideas the book contains are unavailable to any student. For Spanish-speaking students in particular, the removal of the one edition of this book accessible to them without translation support is a compounded loss.

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About Adam Silvera

Adam Silvera is an American author of young adult fiction born on June 7, 1990, in the South Bronx. His novels center queer characters and explore themes of grief, identity, and mortality. He is best known for the New York Times bestsellers More Happy Than Not (2015) and They Both Die at the End (2017), the latter of which became the bestselling YA novel of 2021 after going viral on BookTok.

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